I'm 18 now, sitting on the ground
Two years past the hurt you left me with
Memories of bruises still haunt my skin
I don't know if the nightmares ever will end
Took those two years to let a man in
But I'm stronger now than I've been
This life is worth more to me
Than the broken promises and dreams
That you kept repeating as if they compensated
For the broken bones you left behind
My reeling mind couldn't be contained
As I tried to make sense of it all
It took a year to even be touched
Without flinching and running inside
Because all a man's hand ever graced my skin with
Was another gash or bruise to hide
This next healed my physical scars but left me with his own
Cuts you can't bandage to stop the bleeding
Or stitch up to make them whole
The words I love you meant little to none
Falling off those lips of stone
And my tears once more soaked the hard wood floors
As I dragged my feet, marching on
I have to keep going
It must get better
Someday, Somehow
Because everyone sings of that shining little rainbow
That sits just behind the clouds
It gets harder to breathe as I pull my eyes closed
Letting the darkness wave in
Maybe rainbows just weren't for me
Maybe rain is where I now live
No
A glimmering lantern was lit in the dark
A hand held out for me
As as I took that first step back
He held me tight, brought me back from my past
This third taught me the new meaning of love
The one where it conquers all
The kind of love you read about
Holding you up when you fall
And he healed my hurting heart
By saying everything I once told you
Oh sweet dearest
How could I love you more
And one day you'll know it's true
About the Creator
Sarah Holdsworth
Singer, Songwriter, Musician, Poet, Lover of the arts <3
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