Love or Loss

Is this love I feel inside

Or is this lies that gnaw and breaks

They create caves for them to hide

It feels so warm and then my heart aches

We laugh and kiss cuddling so close

Then right when it settles it's screams and hate

I hate it because you mean the most

I'm afraid that when I realize my feelings it'll be too late

The world keeps moving forward and no one notices

The pain I'm hiding from within

And just how hard all of it is

The cycle continues because I let it spin

I can't understand why this is the cause

Just from finding if this is love or loss