Love never found me

Fuck this stupid notion of love

Every fucking time I fall in love

They reject me

They fall in love with “someone else”

Someone better

I'm never the “someone better”

I am just “fucked”

Then Fuck it

I don't want it

I am so fucking done.

Every time I fell in love they always said no, like my high school loves

My boyfriend choose someone over me right in front of me in high school...

My girlfriend in high school decided she liked one of my good friends and dated him, leaving me in a dumbfounded and depressed state..

Another girlfriend cheated on me...

And of course I had to fall in love with one of my best friends in high school... A terrible tragedy I regret...

And my middle school loves..

And all my failed romantic relationships....

(My last relationship )

My longest relationship.. Someone I knew since elementary that I had a crush on during our early year's... We dated in high school and it was....

hell on earth

14 years of shit...

And I fell in love again

Like a damn idiot

I thought this love could be the one

The one forever

I've been abused and treated like garbage for 14 years and more

I thought they were the one

Well apparently

I am

Never

The one

For anyone.

I don't need it

I won't find it

I don't want it

I won't find love

Love never found me

So why should

I find it?