Love Is Blinding Me Today

Lingering in life's internal darkness alone,

Overshadowing my worth, never to be loved.

Vacancy in my heart forever,

Engaging a life of loneliness.

Interweaving glances lock our eyes,

Souls become intertwined with one another.

Breathless with life,

Liberating the emptiness.

Idyll waves of life grasp my heart,

Nonpareil of beauty standing before me,

Drifting away by my ill self-doubt.

Insecurities grabbing ahold of me, pulling me back,

Never-ending self-worth imprisoning me back into isolation,

Grasping frantically to break free of its grip.

Madly, once again, losing myself, losing her.

Endless days of self-incarceration fall back upon me.

Taken by her elegance,

Obsessed with her beauty, inside and out.

Dim rays of light shine down upon me roaming,

Absorbed by the pursuing fantasy,

Yearning for her return.