Love After loss

I wonder if I’ll ever be loved again,

If my past will be too much, and then,

I wonder if I’ll be able to let someone in,

Will anyone else want to touch my skin?

I wonder if another could love my eyes,

Would they be able to hold me as I cry?

I wonder if I’m more than damaged goods,

If I can love again, and if I should,

I wonder if I could find another love like her,

Will I ever move on from all that we were?

I wonder if she was my one true love,

Is she watching me from above?

I wonder if she wants me to try again,

To fall in love not just have friends,

I wonder if I’m ever going to be okay,

Without waking up to her every single day,

I wonder if I’ll ever have another perfect match,

Will anyone else see me as a catch?