Letter to a lost lover

To,

Someone I loved so deeply

I wish I could tell someone,

how it feels to miss someone, to love someone,

and to have someone but still don’t have them.

I wish I could tell someone,

how I feel these days?

I wish I could ask someone for help,

to silent the chaos in my mind,

because of the emotions and the logics,

and because of ‘What I should be doing?’ and ‘What I am doing?’

I wish I could tell you,

to stop, to hold me, to kiss me, and to not let me go,

to tell me that ‘You owe me’ and that, you’re mine.

I wish I could ask you,

Could you wait a little longer? Please.

I wish I could tell you, how much I love you?

but I don’t need to,

because you already know it, right!

and it doesn’t matter to you anymore.

So what’s the need to trouble you again?

No. I shouldn’t.

If only I’ve had matter a little more to you,

you could have told me this,

‘Yes! I want you back in my life,

was just waiting to hear it from you,

that you want me too.’

From,

Someone, still waiting to find the lost love.