Learning as I Go
Trying to overcome the darkness
I have no idea
What I am doing here
All I know is that I am not going back
To how it used to be
~
The old life that pained me
The dreams that wouldn’t let me sleep
The emptiness that couldn’t be filled
I will not go back!
~
The darkness enveloped me
Cocooned me and transformed me into… this
I am a shadow of my former self, no longer naïve
I echo now in my hollowness!
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I almost drown in the nothingness
Kicking and screaming until I had nothing left
I had no escape, and no hope for rescue
I didn’t even trust myself to help
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Once you have known the numbness
It finds you again at will
Your escape is temporary and won’t last long
The mind will imprison you in your own doubt and fear
~
I will not go back to that
My voice has value, no more empty screams
I will share my light with all
And hope it wont turn back off
About the Creator
Kris Griffith
I have been away from creative writing for many years. I am trying to rediscover who I am through my writings. Come join in the journey!
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