It hurts to say
Amen.
I know it
is part of the ritual
it is what is expected
you say 'bless you'
Amen.
You say 'we thank God'
I must say
Amen.
For my light to stay shining
lest you turn a blind eye
to the love I offer.
I must say it in case
you find me wanting
in my knowledge of
the word.
My words will not do.
They must wear the dress of the composer
the calligraphy of the writer
the scriptures of the mighty
the vote of the masses
but they must not
no - not ever - be naked.
Amen.
It hurts to say Amen
when, uttered in the doubt
of my decisions
I fail to tell you that
in the dark, with no dress
no composer
no mask I;
am void.
So how do I ask for
freedom when freedom chains me?
I cannot say Amen
because I never know
the serenity of what I ask.
Amen.
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