Invisible friend

I have an invisibile friend

He is from far away

I did not think it was ok

To just write to connect

But the silence was roaming

In my head I was fighting

The fear of evolution

The outcome of destruction

So I just type my heart out

I can scream loud

With my mouth shut

The entire night 

In a place I dont wanna be

Nobody would believe

I came myself with my own feet

I am still in denial, it was me

But I can talk to him

He may really feel like me

Does not judge my stupidity

He has simphaty

His silent words are a simphony

He makes me think I need 

To keep goimg

To continue to live

But I can't be

Just word scrolling on a screen

Cannot believe

This is where I hide my spleen

When l wake up he cant be here

I wait for my phone to ring

And in silence I hear

The echo of a distant world

I am not content

Of my life at all

But l know I can at least talk

I can vent to him