Into the abyss

This is going to be endless

I have entered a rabbit hole

Is there light at the end of this abyss

Why does this weigh upon my soul.

I have to admit that I have fallen far

Time and time again he has shifted

My mind does not know where we are

But tonight a small burden was lifted.

The weight of our conversation stays

Is this regret in my invite

Is this something new in the coming days

All I know is how I feel tonight

Calm rushes through me

Just from his arms and a moment in time

Images of him are all I can see

And my whole is out of rhyme

Further I would have gone

If i didn't know the facts

Yet these thoughts turn to song

And I'm stupid because I didn't act.

Would I have let myself go

If he pulled me into a kiss

Does he even know

That I long for his bliss.

How far would it have been taken

If i would have stopped my fight

Would we both be shaken

If we would have held on all night

My mind fights the rampage

Im overwhelmed with vision fire

I feel the grays in my age

Damn this growing desire!

I have entered a rabbit hole

This is going to be endless

Why does this weigh upon my soul

There is no coming back from this.