Has it been minutes, seconds, or hours?
Time fades away
If I check now, this focus will become sour
Concentrate.
No, not that place.
When I thought it was fate
Few seconds too late.
Another memory.
It fades away but highlights the negative history.
Was I good enough?
Did I try my best?
Don't start now.
Forget it.
I regret opening my eyes, but I do.
Am I asleep or aware?
I feel light.
My ceiling twists, feeling high as I glare.
It yells at me, I feel objectified.
Like I am one with the room.
I rub my eyes.
Patterns in my mind that I cannot draw nor describe.
The lights outside, is it near morning?
Here I lie, feeling as if I'm mourning.
What could have been?
I shift.
I hope that soon I'll drift
away from these thoughts, I wish I could escape.
I feel lost at sea
I feel as if this isn't even me
Am I real?
Is life but a dream?
I wish I could sleep.
It feels numb.
like I was never who I was
I am alone with this darkness,
and soon it will consume me.
About the Creator
Patty
University student with a passion for writing. Hoping a little hobby can support my future.
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