If Only There Were No Ifs -2

Now I've made a decision

Another lifetime gone from my life

Filled with fear and anger

He pushed me down a deep well

Yes, I work here.

Yes, I'm a coward in this life.

today, though.

I said.

You don't exist for them anyway.

but I said stop.

maybe I should make it exist

but is it possible to find respect again when it is gone?

What if he teaches again?

"You overdid it, maybe you're a little insecure"

he'll say you're a failure.

Why do I always have difficulty with this?

what was the success

to curry favor with someone

I mean, I've spent years trying not to fail.

and I hated myself

end it now

I'm quitting!