I wonder if

I wonder if the stars align because it’s right between me and you.

I wonder if I’m doing alright even with all the rain outside.

I wonder if I turned out to be who I’m supposed to be.

I wonder if it was questionable to say that I don’t feel like I belong here some days.

I wonder if you feel it too, the pain of being without me and you.

I wonder if I’m scared of loving someone knew.

Or if I’m incapable of doing it all over again.

I wonder if I gave up today you’d remember all the times I didn’t.

Sometimes my eyes don’t see straight but they see you when your down.

I wonder if that’s good enough.

I wonder if all I’ve ever been is all I’ll ever be.