the first colour that was mine was
Red
before Red, i just went along
with other people’s pallets
Green, Blue, Pink
in time i graduated to
Magenta
and then to the joys
and exuberance of Oranges
eating through the shades Carrot, Apricot, and Tangerine
i found myself in the Blues
from Lapis’ rich history, to the wetness of the
Aegean, Azure skies, mineral Turquoise
transfixed by Yves Klein’s punch
i took a turn into shades, displacing colour
with smears of Grey, the spectra of Blacks,
from Charcoal's mess to the promises of
Obsidian
and finding a clean, empty, deprived
solace in the purest White
i got stuck in the obsession of striving beyond
taints, tinges, the very lived realities of a messy,
pained, painted, joyous existence, to seek only
that unattainable
untarnished
crystalline, clear cut and impossible
non-colour
my slow return involved journeying through
Creams, Navys, and burnished Copper before taking a
risk and finding myself at
the highs of Ochre and depths of Sienna
in Umber’s earth that births Amaranth’s bloom
the well of Kaitoke and the nuance of Aubergine
Sometimes I show myself bold, thick and fast,
Embracing texture, before I need a washout
Hinting at just a flavour of how I feel
And who I am and what I want
I reserve the right to change my mind,
As you reserve the right to peacock and chameleon
Your way through life, twisting the kaleidoscope to
fracture the spectrum at each step
To find you
And I To Find Me.
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