I Thought About You Again

I thought about you today, again.

it was the first time in a while.

I did it by accident I promise.

accidentally on purpose.

like how you accidentally on purpose fell in love with me.

and how I accidentally not on purpose said no.

we broke every rule they've made.

we didn't care.

I'm in love with you. I promise.

I thought about you today.

what you did to me, what you put me through.

I thought about us, again.

how much we hated each other but needed each other.

I wish I didn't say it.

I wish you didn't mean it.

I wish I didn't think of you.

when I do, I feel pain.

I thought about you today, again. Again.