i miss you

i miss you

the problem is, maybe i never gave myself time to really be sad over you

i chose to blackout in any way i could, instead of crying over you

i put myself on autopilot so i didn’t feel a thing

but the problem with that is, i don’t remember the bad or the good in that time

i don’t remember saying good bye, or the songs we played

i never gave my heart the chance to collect all the pieces back up

instead i just forced it to stay beating

now it just feels like it’s crumbling apart day by day

and i don’t know how to fix it any more