I'm thinking of going somewhere

There's this place I have always wanted to be, a perfect location for what I've been thinking. No, it's not just in my head or maybe it is but who knows? I would love to get away from here, and simply go wild in that place

I'm tired of these four walls, you know? They get smaller and smaller by the day and I'm afraid, I am getting too big to fit into these walls. I want to break free and move on from here but it feels like I am closing this chapter too early and I wonder if that is fair

But I would really love to go somewhere else, this place I've been dreaming of is filled with love and hope, change and growth and I can just feel it call out to me from afar. I can't sleep and my heart is restless, I want to go; let me go.

Maybe when I close my eyes and wish for it hard enough, I'd find myself in that place and I'd stay there a while. No one would miss me, they hardly ever notice I'm here so some absence wouldn't hurt. There, I see it; my spot on that porch. The chair's still there and I see that little hat waiting for me. Maybe this would be my new place, my escape from where I am now

Until you miss me hard enough to call me home, I won't move an inch. I'm finally where I want to be!