NOT EVEN CAPITAL LETTERS ARE STRONG ENOUGH FOR YOU TO SEE HOW FRUSTRATED I AM WITH YOU.
It angers my heart that you craved me through intimacy while I craved you through just you being you,
Don’t mix things up, I was never begging, I was putting effort into making sure our bond wouldn’t disappear,
But you become distant when I become an incomplete moon, you become distant when it’s not easy.
If I focused on being easy for you to like being by my side, I would only end up losing myself.
I wish you could understand that in true love, pure happiness doesn’t exist.
And I was okay with you being annoying, I was okay with you doing small habits that irritated me, but you expected me to be perfect.
Anyways, even if you made my eyes rain so much, I will still want beautiful things to happen to you.
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Diani Alvarenga
“I write to give myself strength. I write to be the characters that I am not. I write to explore all the things I'm afraid of.”
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This was a very relatable poem and hit a little close to home on a couple lines, you have some really impressive skills! And this poem was awesome because it impacted me and made reevaluate some things, great art :)
Omgggg this was so relatable! Amazing poem!
This very sad, sometimes we have to create boundaries to protect our sanity .
“Even if you made my eyes rain so much” so beautiful!!!