I Love You

I hate you

I loathe you

But I can't live life without you

You are my handicap

You are my chains

But my motivation from you, I cannot contain

Others fall to you

Others kiss your feet

But for me, I really enjoy making you weak

I don't want you to go

I don't want you to disappear

I want you far enough but still fairly near

I just want to say...I love you fear