When you know you know.
It’s a devastating feeling when you know your mum doesn’t love you.
It hurts but that’s the truth.
The fact that she lost her youth to raising you, she felt unloved when your father didn’t show up like he promised, she heard what people said about her even if it was never true, but she kept you and now she resent your every being.
You remind of the pain and loneliness she felt. Now because of all the hate she poured into you as a child you hate yourself as an adult.
You search for love in the wrong place,you trust the wrong people and can’t seem to understand why your life is the way it is.
You’ve accepted your faith and settled for what you have but you need more you crave for more.
My only prayer is that you don’t mistake the devil for an angel. :(
About the Creator
Rage
What goes on in an 18 year old head.
I’m going to try to be consistent ❤️
I’m not really sure how this platform works.
This place is going to be my open diary
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Mama’s Boy
I’ve been a fiancé for four years and three months. We’ve been together for six and a half years total, and we have a two-month-old son together. I can’t help but think that we’ll never get married. We haven’t even decided on a wedding date. When I bring it up, he tries to escape the room as if he’s late for something more important.
By Real Poetic5 days ago in Chapters
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You did well Rage
I love this one sm. 😭❤