I Breath Hate

I hate that I love you so much.

That your all I've ever wanted.

I hate that I can't breath without you and without you I'd be empty.

My lungs expand and contract becuase you will them so. Death is a heart beat away if you demand it slows.

I hate that your voice comands me, that no matter how much this hate grows, there is no will inside of me that will allow me to say "NO!"

I hate you so much I love you and with every breath I breathe. There is no life without you and I hate you when you leave.

My heart breaks in the moments between each beat and breath awaiting you to break the silence in this madness.

Then I hate you all over again!