I am saying my hardest goodbye

I wish it never got to this

It feels like I have known you for so long

You were my best friend

You always saw the best in me

No matter how wrong I was

I am in my bed and it feels empty

I can’t blame no one but myself

Forget everything I said

I wish I can take it back but I can’t

I don’t want to be someone you don’t talk about

You said you cared and loved me

It kills me to know that you don’t want me

I am drowning in this silence and it is killing me

I have tried and I am giving up everyday

I didn’t think of my actions before I did it

I had good times with you

I am feeling so slow now

I am still learning to love

I am sorry I couldn’t be the one

But I guess this is it

I could’nt bring myself to hate you

I don’t want to say it

But loving you is killing me

They say goodbyes are alway the hardest

Especially when you don’t want to say it

We started with a harmless hello

But we are ending it with hurt in our hearts

I wish I can turn the page with you in it

I wished for a lifetime with you

I have cried day in day out

I thought I lost something in my life

I tried to fight

I didn’t want to give up

I didn’t want to let go

I didn’t want to lose you

Walking away was the hardest

Knowing I still love you

But my breaking heart knew

It was time to let you go

I watched you leave

I wanted to stop you but i didn’t

I tried to tell my mind to stop loving you

But I can’t cause my heart still loves you

I cried when you left me

It was painful to ask you to stay

Cause I know you wanted to leave

So I have come to say my hardest goodbye

Smiley❤️❤️❤️