I Am

I am annoyed, saying I’m a writer, writing movies & songs all that seem so elementary.

I am elementary, I attempt to write about things like love, though I’ve never loved a lover who loved me

I am a lover, though to me it seems like I haven’t really been given a chance

I am unchosen, all I don’t do is win & all the hands don’t go up and they stay that way

I am not popular, but I am not ungrateful because a few true friends is better than lots of back stabbers

I am a true friend, I will love you all the time, I’ll call you, I’ll text you, I’ll give you advice when you need me to

I am an advisor, I give good advice to others though I can’t seem to to help myself

I am helpless is that simple I can’t be helped. Not by man, not by woman and sometimes not even God

I am a child of God. A daughter to the father who I would follow to the ends of the earth

I am loyal. I will follow him though I seem to trail off sometimes, I always come back and he will fulfill me

I am not fulfilled, sad but true, I still have a long road to travel, with twists and turns and ups and downs but I will conquer through

I am a conqueror, I don’t feel I am sometimes but I am, I felt unloved and unwanted and I chose not to take my life

I am alive, though I do not love myself, I get better each and every day even though I don’t feel pretty

I am bold, elegant, amazing, unique, talented, independent, fearless/ ferocious, undeniably graceful and loved, though I don’t always feel these ways

I am worth it because I know I was molded and made by the one and only hands of God and even though I don’t feel wonderful about myself I know that God loves me then I am worth it

I am talented, a soulful songstress, an elementary writer, a clothing designer, a storyteller

I am, confused don’t know what I’m doing but with God by side I know that I will make it through life someway, somehow

I am who I am

I am…

Shaunya Regine Joyner