Ever since that night I haven't ate
Ever since that night I've layed awake
Ever since that talk I haven't spoke
Ever since that spark I haven't smoked
(clears throat)
It's unexpected
My heart was confined for so long cause I tried to protect it
Unintended conception
It wasn't part of the plan,
When the arrow was shot this time I just couldn't deflect it
But it's a mistake, I'm not meant for this.
I know what you want, it isn't hard to miss.
I've tried to ignore it
but I guess it follows In my dreams
and when i sleep I hope to see you tomorrow
Though it seems
Now I'm counterstruct
I've tried the blue pill
And when one wasn't enough I kept popping them consistently until I was numb to my own emotion
Until I overdosed and realized it wasn't worth it.
That I.......wasn't worth it.
Maybe a fortune, but not affection.
Foolish to crave such connection.
I get it.
I've thought about the effect, in fact, everyday I do.
But it still couldn't change the cause of how I felt for you.
Now that Red Pill.
That red pill stays on me, I keep it handy
It's the reality of what I see and
what I need to where I wanna be.
But what cost for this luxury?
At least with the blue I was particularly myself even if it wasn't 100
See the blue is overrated,
it's becoming rare like high self-esteem and loyalty
That's the difference in most.
And the same in us.
At least I think so.
Got tired of playing it safe, that's why I left baseball
I was told to take base for Love, but yours takes all
Some say its the most important thing,
But now currency's more
I, too, have dreams for finer things,
But it's you I adore.
Maybe I shouldn't.
I've dipped in both sides of the pool
Drove and walked to a school
Fell through a two story window
Almost got shot with a tool
Seen both sides of the story
Broke and followed the rules
But its only from love my heart was ever abused
Mine is bruised with the edges of shatterd glass
Bright future, but i feel im still haunted by darkness past
Popping reds, but it's too late because it doesn't seem to last
I guess it's not my religion to be attendant to this class
But you stand out and it's hard for me to express my feelings
I'll lay with you in a bed while it rains with no ceilings
No kiddin
You deserve to be complimented like it's intended
If there was ever a time for a hero I must have missed it
Cause I would have saved your heart
My Hungry Eyes have yet seized to falter
But yours been too distracted to ever notice
Maybe I didn't notice, because you were the one who came up to me
While in service i've been through much pain, so your heart I wouldn't hurt it
But if it takes fighting a war for us to meet then it would have been worth it
(Starts singing to girl)
"Hungry Eyes
One look at you and I wanna cry
I've got hungry Eyes
I feel the spark between you and I
With these hungry eyes
Don't you try to run and hide
With those hungry eyes
Now, did I take you by surprise?"
(girl laughs)
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