Hostage

Hope you forget me

Even though I still love you

Hope you are still with her

And I’ll be with myself

Cause this thing would kill me

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We were never in same places

Though we needed same things

I wanted your love to make me happy

You wanted to be happy by hurting me

Your touches were never meant to be passion

Your smiles were but lures

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I knew somehow you were a lie

But I refused to believe those feelings were tortures

Could a knife be so smooth like your palms?

Could hell seem so safe like your hugs?

Thus, nobody would choose paradise

Then crime would be sweet rewards

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Seeing you was an adventure

It is still left unfinished

Could you imagine that your face lies in my pupils?

Then you’d realize that our thing was a tattoo on my brain

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Should you see yourself hostage in my mind

You’d be lost in resignment

Cause you thought my mind was lost

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Hope you forget me

I don’t want to be your hostage

Cause you would torture me within your mind