They say home
Is where you can never go
Again.
I keep my books lined quietly,
Scraped paint off the bedroom wall
Beside scratches that tell the years how tall.
What is home, after all?
Dead skin on a green carpet and
Dented plumbing.
I can hear the fuse box
Tsk-tsk-tsk-tsk
While my brother’s in the shower.
Dumped sportswear on the hallway floor
Half-eaten toast on a plate
This is home, nothing more.
Old shoes, three sizes too small
Hog the rack
Like beavers, they’ve got to fucking go.
I can touch the ceiling,
The blonde Artex ceiling, like a cave.
This is a first.
Quickly it pours down,
The haggard nomad spirit,
Like waterboarding from God.
Green and red streams of seaward light,
And One Million Christs
Rolling, bulging into the night.
Would you like to come
Home with me?
This is a first.
Now I live on a lower lip
And make my bed
On the crest of a scarred forehead.
I pay rent in the form of
Love poems on her back
And hairs on her pillowcase.
Yes, this must be the place.
We kiss, and fuck, and swallow
Each other’s draughts like a fireplace.
There are no photos
Because neither of us like photos,
But promises are made not to forget and –
What did I forget?
The door has creaked open a little, like a bad joke
And the embers fly with inanition.
Confusion, but I’m not sure.
Still half-eaten toast.
You know you’re still the one I love the most?
There are more shadows in here now
Than there are people
And their heads crush the ceiling.
Well, if that’s how you’re really feeling –
No, no, I can go.
You stay, and I’ll go.
Green and red streams of seaward light,
And One Million Christs
Rolling, bulging into the night.
It seems to me there are no homes.
Homes are made to be lived in,
And turned to dust again.
Look homeward, angel,
To where you can never go
Again.
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