Hollywood Ending
a poem
I am coming and you are gorgeous
a little drunk
suffocating in your small apartment in quarantine, curled up in sweats eating pasta - you always wanted to eat pasta
and drink wine
we drank coffee
You dream, you daydream in your bathtub of all the ways I touched you but I’m pretty sure those morning times of you
sinking in my big arms were better than any dream of yours.
I could look into everybody and see what was going on inside them -
I look at you and I never know - are you sad
because I’m going back to LA
are you sad
because you think I don’t love you
are you sad
because I haven’t fucked you enough.
Oh, we are a mess, human beings, flesh of monsters and evils
lovers and angels, fighting old and novel pandemics, we are loud and deluded, diving into fearless battles but we are not alive.
Ocean liners boiling all over the Pacific
the leaves will be brown in all of the streets in London until I’m back
until I look at you and see right through.
But honey, I promise the fall is near
and we’ll soon converse again about America and the Eternity.
I go back to LA
You touch yourself, you wait
you cry while eating
exhausted and beautiful,
in my memories you always say: “Come back to bed.”
Oh, the things we invent when we want to be rescued. It’s so much to bear, we’re all full - even me - erupting all over the American sky.
How many days have we actually got left in this world?
“Come to LA”,
I say and we swim in the ocean.
About the Creator
Ella Valentine
A poet and screenwriter based between NYC, LA and London. I'd love to connect with fellow creatives - feel free to reach out to me!
Twitter: @_EllaValentine
Instagram: ella.vn
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