Heartstrings
Is this who I am? Or was this baggage given to me?
Irritated,
my dad’s need for perfection
blows steam through my ears.
As does his ordering of the universe,
come through my hands
when I create.
The fear of lust and violation
flow through my blood, like
my mom’s lectures of those sins
flow through my head.
You see, I inherited his lack of communication
and her faintheartedness,
and I am a combination of
sea green waters and bright red rocks,
a cascade of art and literature,
with a vague feeling of what the right things to do are.
And as the ache of loneliness and longing
pull on my heartstrings,
I mull over the question
of whether those heartstrings are really mine.
Does the fear, the pain, the lack of communication,
the fixation of deflecting the damnation,
Is that a part of who I am?
Or was it given to me,
and I can let it go?
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