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Somebody told me once when I was young,
that I was going to grow up to be a heartbreaker
As if a three year old could understand hearts can be broken,
That my eyes were more than things on my face that allowed me to see
And that he thought they were beautiful
He spoke manically
allthewordsrunningtogether
Sweet smell of rum oozing off his skin
Drops of sweat falling onto my Sesame Street nightgown
Bright flash of the camera bringing stars into my vision
and
fade
to
black
Nobody told me I’d spend my life chasing that black moment of non-existence
How I’d come to hate my eyes so much they would be obscured behind colored contacts
Or how a passing glance in a mirror would stab me in the chest
Because I saw him staring back
How the smell of rum would make me violently sick but whiskey would make promises of salvation
That the only heart I’d ever truly, ruthlessly break
Would be my own
About the Creator
Kai Michelle
I question daily if writing is the thing killing me or keeping me alive.
Does the world deserve anything less than the perpetually tortured writer dressed in black? I think not.
I exist so I write. Sometimes I post it here ❤️
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