He broke my heart...

He broke my heart...

with the words he said,

encouraging me not to be sad.

And this is what others can't understand.

I'm still hopeful...

but he left...

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It took me time to realize

that I'm the one traumatized,

and I blame myself for every night

that I've lost on you...

because I died

inside...

***

I'll always remember you,

even if I had no clue

whether I'm telling the truth

or it's just my imagination reminding me of you

because I can't handle the truth...

***

I still believe that I'm already through

every single situation you got me into...

***

But oh no, it's worse...

I don't know if I'm worth

anything... to anyone... ever...

and I wanna trust but I'm so hurt,

I can hardly whisper a word.

I can't find my place in the world...

***

...because you were mine

***

and I was yours...

***

And it felt just right...

Thank you for reading and supporting me!