He broke my heart...
with the words he said,
encouraging me not to be sad.
And this is what others can't understand.
I'm still hopeful...
but he left...
***
It took me time to realize
that I'm the one traumatized,
and I blame myself for every night
that I've lost on you...
because I died
inside...
***
I'll always remember you,
even if I had no clue
whether I'm telling the truth
or it's just my imagination reminding me of you
because I can't handle the truth...
***
I still believe that I'm already through
every single situation you got me into...
***
But oh no, it's worse...
I don't know if I'm worth
anything... to anyone... ever...
and I wanna trust but I'm so hurt,
I can hardly whisper a word.
I can't find my place in the world...
***
...because you were mine
***
and I was yours...
***
And it felt just right...
Thank you for reading and supporting me!
Time for #2
This is the second article on my review of the ideas in The Four Agreements. Here's the first article: I knew that I'd move forward with this series, but I put it off as Agreement #2 is a big stumbling block for me. I'd like to say I decided to get out of my own way and thus wrote this, but that isn't the truth. (Since Agreement #1 is to Be Impeccable with Your Word I surely need to own up to that)
By Judey Kalchik 4 days ago in BookClub
Comments (3)
Beautiful and heartbreaking.
Thanks for sharing this beautiful, heart-breaking poem. Beautiful words and very descriptive.
Nice descriptive poem - and yeah, he or she is not worth your time. 😉 Sorry for the pain but truth is on the other side.