Hatred

Hatred

The hatred I feel for myself is rooted in the deepest part of my heart.

I drowned myself with hatred that no love can make me un-hate myself.

I hate how stupid I am,

I hate how unconfident I am,

I hate that I always embarrass myself,

I hate that I'm not good at anything,

I hate that I always let myself to be ignored,

I hate that I hate myself.

I'm tired of hating myself,

I wanted to learn how to love my being,

I wanted to know what it feels like to be free from hatred.

Will I be happier?

Will I be confident?

Will I not embarrass myself?

Will I?