Hate To Highpoint (Zenith)

All I do is think about you, you and me, how we used to be

Be strong I tell myself, yet self-talk brings me little comfort

Comforting, how comforting knowing you chose my ride or die

Dying, I am dying right now and nothing is everything

Everything, you two were my life but life slapped me in the face

Face slap, turn the other cheek, go on ahead with that girl

Girl, I was your girl; "Girl, please," I grit my teeth when I see her

Her place in my heart, best pal, was anyway, until indiscretion

Indiscretion, the unsweet of discretion, secrets sipped unlike juice

Juicy details, I need not know; dry, the texture of a lying lip's kiss

Kiss me goodbye, not literally, so long, we are not living in limbo

Limbo, limber, I am not that flexible, tight, I am, my mind-is-made

Made up, I wish, but I could never make up such nonsense

No sense in kidding myself, grown-up me sees ahead no oasis

Oasis, green patches, other places; the grass is greener preferences

Preference meets indifference, yes, but I walk away quietly

Quietly, no door slamming, no shouting, just my no-tolerance reflex

Reflex reflects, deep reflection; heavy-hearted handled with strength

Strength, strength feels weak, weak from illness, illness times two

Two, I hope the two of you get all you deserve, faithfully united

United, where does that leave me; sad, alone, and vulnerable

Vulnerable, not so much, venom in my veins keeps me wise

Wiser than yesterday; fool me again equals an unwise Xerox

Xerox, she will become a carbon copy of me; highlight: mind yoga

Yoga, but it isn't a stretch, it's beyond, I'm moving to the Zenith

Zenith calls, telling me to forget you; forgotten, I never knew you at all