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HARM

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By CotardDelusionzPublished 2 months ago • 1 min read

Raise fist

HIT

HIT

HIT

Hit till the skin rips

And you have bloody lips

You deserve this

Destroy your image

Since you're so sick of it

HIT

HIT

HIT

Listen to it

Could never forget it

It sounds so distant

Who is doing this

How many times have I split

Mirrors don't do justice

Showing the amount of reflections

My brain is projecting

My eyes moving in all different directions

Everything I see is refracting

There's no distraction

I claw at my face

Till my skin is raw

Trying to alter my face like it's clay

This body is beaten and bruised

How many times will I lose

Tie a noose

Tighten the loop

To feel close

Just for the thoughts to shush

The burning in my neck

Raises to my head

My thoughts dissipate

As I suffocate

Before I go blank

I escape

Because I can't accept my fate

Mental HealthFree VerseStream of Consciousness

About the Creator

CotardDelusionz

Diagnosed bpd , OCD , ADHD. This is my outlet.

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