Hard to Love
Poem (Excerpt Out of a Book I'll Never Write) About Heartbreak and the Struggles to Get Through Life and Still Manage Being Happy and Moving On
I try to be good enough,
But it seems that could never be.
How come true love,
Isn't always what it seems?
I'm a beauty with a brain
And the kindest heart
Yet every time I try and show myself
They just want to rip me apart.
Bit by bit.
Piece by piece.
But all I ever wanted was to create peace.
To be happy
And share my love
Show the love that was shared to me From up above.
But under all these clouds
And all this rain,
My mind seems cluttered and
I'm starting to grow insane.
When will I finally be enough?
When will someone finally stay?
When will someone finally tell me
Not to go away?
All I've ever wanted was to be loved.
Receive the love
I give
Finally live the life
I deserve to live.
To finally be number one
And never again be number two
Finally just have things
Just between me and you.
No others, just us.
The way it always should be.
But that could never be,
Because I am...
I am me.
About the Creator
Sammie Smalley
20 years old. Young, native little hippie traveling the world and trying to help spread joy. Unfortunately suffer from Severe Depression, Anxiety, PTSD, Bipolar Disorder. Weed and Tattoo enthusiast. Photographer. Check out my work☺️
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