HALLUCINATING

distinct patterns I see

after closing my eyes

Sometimes, they dissolve

among themselves

maybe they're making love

or maybe it’s an elegant atom

golden, greenish blue

some getting along

while some scattering like stars

Oh! Now I see some shapes

quadric, Hearts, and some irregular

weirdly satisfying for my eyes

how might it taste?

an inner desire awoke

sometimes it makes your figure

and sometimes writes your name

never stops, always mobile

brighter than your smile

and, darker than my humor next instinct

I know you'll like it too

not even drunk I am

but I see angels now

singing maybe, suddenly I'm deaf

tiny brown eyes, though

visualizing whole lump of things

pupils rested, highlighted tunnel

sees everything in this massive universe

every color, not only brown

how though?

is this all real?

does it exist?

or is it me making up things?

things that are suffocated in my brain

things that never made way out

unspoken or unheard?