grieving.

I wonder how long

It will take

Until I can finally think about you

And smile

Instead of drown in tears.

I remember your hug

As the best I have ever felt

I do not remember the sound of your laugh

But I remember thinking it was loud

Not in a bad way

Just in a way that showed you were fearless.

Happiness never scared you

I think this is -

Was

The most wonderful thing about your personality

And every little thing about you has taught me

So much

Your laugh taught me I needed to laugh louder

But right now

I miss you so much

I can only cry and whisper

Thank you

Thank you

Thank you

I want so badly to see you again

Thank you