Gods Unwanted

God's Unwanted

God’s unwanted, you said over and over to me.

Why? I came from a good family.

I was good-looking, slim, always dressed nice.

You, the narcissist, broke my confidence into shreds.

Why, God knows, the. after you—still broken—

I fell for the same kind of wicked man.

Yes, another narcissist.

He finished the job you started.

So trust, hurt, pain will choose whichever road I take,

For my mind was brainwashed by not one, but two deceitful,

Inhuman, horrible men with no hearts—

Just the need to control, use, and belittle.

Two people unable to be loved or give love.

The narcissists.

You both are what makes you two predictable,

Horrible, selfish iron men with no hearts

And a brain made to ruin honest, loving hearts.

Well, both are gone now.

But payback for both will happen one day, you’ll see.

But from these ashes, I will still try rise anew,

Stronger than the shadows that once held me in hell.

A heart once fractured, now, ready to fight

To reclaim my dignity, ready to rise like a phoenix

I will win the battle, that I try so hard to get right