~Girl Interrupted~

~Girl Interrupted!~

We are not safe, living in the world today,

An actors life is gone

and I can't move on.

I'm missing the freedom of regular life

And upgrading my education,

Dying to answer to a regular calling

Of a more spiritual Atrophy,

Stopping the trilogy

of Trinities.

I don't know where to sit

Or stand or walk,

Nobody understands my stranger

And I'm not gonna get to apply

For student aid under this name,

And I don't have the money

to change it.

Leo my stomach turns inside me

I want to vomit the world away,

I cannot resurrect

The dead or mourn memories

Of naked images,

And who people spiritually are to me

In my head.

I am Jehovah's Junky

I live in hell,

Trying to sit through 40 days

Without a friend,

Understanding the public square

And my theatrics,

Which are dying to be heard

An Actresses life for me!

Part 2...

Are we the only ones to understand

The cloudy issues,

That stand before us

In knowing just how much

Hollywood is Dead?

I can neither be here

Nor there...

I'm absolutely miserable

For not being able to unite,

A Great Kingdom

How much longer must the three,

Remain Separated?

I'm insane

Always running away

from names,

Can I not find one

That I can keep?

Part 3...

Dear Girl,

An Actors life for me

Losing bad company,

There is nowhere I can aim

To shoot,

The Hollywood I can't kill

As I shed tears,

Over how many years

God is letting,

The wrong World rapture me.

I want a 2nd chance at marriage

I'm not interested in Sainthood,

I'm NO NUN...

I'm not Perfect

I don't claim to be,

But I'm still full of worth

And so much value & beauty.

I can't find a way to rebound

on Heath,

And make New York

A better place to be for me.

What I do know is

I wasn't born for six inches.

I made one mistake

Landing on someone almost

The same height,

as me

And it's ruined my life

Taken decades,

from my children and me.

What's the use in crying

When knowing everyone,

In the whole world

Will be dying,

Divorcing whose love

Doesn't Win!

34 Days Today,

The gas is reducing

But I haven't walked the Universe,

So I can't land my gaunt Junky

Divorcing ghost's,

I can't resurrect!

Sincerely,

Girl Interrupted!

The End...

Written by,

Jennifer Cooley!

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