gasoline

There’s gasoline being poured down my throat. He sells souls and makes a profit. His lies are filling me up and I’m starting to choke. My hatred for him has taken off like a rocket.

I don’t want to ride anymore. Take me off of this rollercoaster of madness. You’re done, I’ll count to four. No more of your face. Taking space all over the place. I have the light, it’s time to take all of my sadness. Take me away from this madness or I feel I’ll never come back. My hatred for you grows so much stronger. There’s the door. before I lay your ashes on the floor.

I awoke from a dream, one night that I lay lonely. His memories draped all over me like a heavy blanket. I want to break free. His hatred it’s suffocating me.

No more

No more

No more

I don’t want to ride anymore. Take me off of this rollercoaster of madness. You’re done, I’ll count to four. No more of your face. Taking space all over the place. I have the light, it’s time to take all of my sadness. Take me away from this madness or I feel I’ll never come back. My hatred for you grows so much stronger. No more of your madness. There’s the door before I lay your ashes in the floor.

No more.

I can’t do this anymore.