My stagnant retreat in Statesboro beguiled me towards full eradication of self-development, both physical and mental, resulting into “spiritual savers mode”, a pending nuance of self.
Habitually hibernating
I wandered deep into the abrasions
Of a past let go
By a decade of decadence
And booze
I chose to wallow
In the waters of my own dismay.
A tortured temptress
Condemned by my own tenacity
Tiptoeing in the same circles
Cycles
Of mistrust
For my own inner knowledge
Of self
I felt I had no wealth.
If I had no answers to pour
To the kitchens of the needy
And poor
I became a bore
To include the mindless madness
Of the neighbors that pitied me
Only when I suffered at the lack of a penny.
They found I had many passions
Of which they were lacking
So push came to shove
And a jester I had become
To entertain the weary masses
Who I would beguile
Behind rose kissed glasses
A shade far too kind
For their lack of divine
Tasteless mercenaries
Tactful in remission
I began to beg for permission
A coercion built from
Lack of intuition.
About the Creator
Veronica
I am the moss silken on watered stones, rooted deep in rich soil. Earthen creature, I am the night sky -starry and strayed from the forgotten path of poets - I am, the chatter from the iron rails rattling as the train carries itself home.
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I felt this was all over the place it the best kind of way , like being on a wild fairground ride of words. Loved it