Fragile

Fragile

When I see you through the glass,

Am afraid it might break

when I walk through the door

towards close to you

irritated by the noise

and realizing you gave me no reason to stay in your presence

I leave without a moment of grief

with a sense of relief

As the sleepless nights continue

knowing I am not in the cage anymore

I find a way out, to leave the dark space,

hidden without grace

on the ground shivering

my heart is bleeding

more than I can take anymore

on the bathroom floor

I try to collect myself once more

on all four

trying to open the door

shivering on the ground,

not knowing if I ever gonna be found

Found and picked up

from the depth of my river of sadness

I can barely hold my head above water

slowly and gradually sinking deeper,

feeling dead inside

leaves no room ~ I can’t bloom

My heart stopped for a minute or two

on the bathroom floor

shivering and crying, sinking deeper into my world

The Voice inside kept telling me ~ keep moving

No more turning back in time

Going forward towards the divine

Peace ~ Love & Light

@ KD

15.10.2021