One footstep
and I can feel it,
my flesh made of ice and
my skin blushing under
the sun shines blue and
I blink blink blink to redden my eyes.
Two footsteps
and I can smell it,
the freshness of live plantae invigorating one nostril,
a slaughter house of decaying life in the other.
I am one breath away from a rotten lavender field.
Three footsteps
and I can see it,
a cloud of grudge Harbourers approaching.
I pluck a cirrata from the sticky soil, sickly sweet
blood trickling down my toes.
The feathers of my fingers tickle tickle tickle its fins
and stretched open, it flies up above my head,
its spineless body a shield
against the tears of the Pathetics.
Four footsteps
and I can taste it,
the bitter flavors of humankind and
they linger and linger and linger
numbing my tongue
and leaving crumbs of defeat.
Five footsteps
and I can hear it,
the ringing in my ears.
The power over.
The hate, the oppression, the abuse.
The manipulation, the gaslighting, the belittling.
The dehumanization, the mass destruction.
The end of an era.
I can taste it.
I can see it.
I can smell it.
I can feel it.
What have we done?
About the Creator
Andie Emerson
Queer. Awkward. An anxious wreck, but firm believer in self-work.
Authenticity & progress over illusion & perfectionism.
Makes a living working in home improvement.
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