I first visited Arizona
to find my skin again.
It was lost
somewhere southward
in Oklahoma
or maybe Oregon
after a careless downpour
of impressions
that what I was born with
wasn’t enough.
Worried it would weather,
I packed it away
like a sun bleached dress
or moth-loved sweater
and tried to forget
where it hid
until its season came,
but it never really did.
I could still
feel it—
the brush of rawness
on dry days when
the sky was clear
and I yearned to swim
in the murky river.
I once showed it
to an insecure
man who told me,
"You must be
stronger than this,"
and to the sisterly
who turned her eyes
and wept,
"You have so many
scars."
I stopped in Arizona
to unearth
my skin from layers
of remedies for their
problems, never mine.
and that’s where
I found it—
an instinct surfaced
from the deepest
parts of my soul.
We must cleanse.
So, I waded naked
through caressing moonlight
and bathed in
arms of the monsoon,
letting caked
and hardened untruths
melt away into
the once arid clay.
I made home
that night
in Arizona
when I realized
this was comfort
because for everything
it was and wasn’t,
I wore my own skin.
About the Creator
Sam Eliza Green
Wayward soul, who finds belonging in the eerie and bittersweet. Poetry, short stories, and epics. Stay a while if you're struggling to feel understood. There's a place for you here.
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Super relatable. Washing and wearing our own skin is insurmountably important
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