First
You were the first
my secrets were safe
my heart smiled when you did
our best conversations continued until the darkest hours of night
you promised the kind of friendship I thought only existed in movies
Two quiet souls coming together is deafening
so I didn’t mind not hanging out
until I could feel the end coming
I was leaving
I never hated the idea of college more
wanted to make sure we would be okay if I left
It was an innocent question
“Want to hangout this weekend?”
I know you knew why
you didn’t answer for three days
even then it was to say
“Sorry I got scared.”
I cried on my floor
then I was numb
still sorry I scared you
I wrote you a letter
every good memory
everything that made you the one
bleeding ink onto the page
You called me your best friend when you wrote back
writing it all down cursed us
We spoke again
three years
you had found the one
We talked like nothing had changed
it killed me
You were the first friend I lost because my heart couldn’t take not being in love
no one talks about friendships that fade
those scars don’t heal
About the Creator
Hufflecup
I want nothing more than to dedicate my life to writing, so I figured I would start here to test the waters. I will be submitting stories to as many communities as possible.
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