Fear

What's your biggest fear?

Loosing the people you care about the most,

Being betrayed...

Being a failure...

Being successful...

Being judged...

Loosing your idenitfy...

Loosing control...

Loosing time...

Fear of who you really are.

Fear of the unknown.

You say I make you nervous,

I'm not someone to be saved.

Somethings will never change.

It all ends the same,

Covered in bruises, cuts, and scars.

You loose your mind from trying to make me breath again,

When you just don't know if I feel guilty for making you go mad.

An I feel nothing.

I can't be apologetic for loosing the people I care for most,

for betraying you,

for failing you,

for being successful,

for being in control.

There is no escape,

I fell into my fears and have risen above them.

I learned to fight,

You have to want it.

You will scare yourself in the beginning,

crawl through hell and everything you touch will break.

I am no longer tethered to fear, but if I was to walk away,

You would no longer be able to breathe.....

Remember, you need to give me a reason to stay...

Even then,

I'm in control.

I'll make you pray.