Father May I?
Subtext of the story is about the difficulties of someone trying to do what they think is right according to what they believe and have been taught, while also being 1 of the people suffering from the same aspects of trauma and familiar issues mentioned in the work of those around her that she is helping while also still LIVING IN THE THICK OF IT, type of community! Asking for answers to obvious questions that are rather self-explanatory in what the problems are in their impact if no self control or order is ever followed or listened to! In this story she is hoping in her prayer of questions poem, for an actual answer? But will it work, I guess we`ll see if a 2nd part too this story comes to the heart and the pen of today`s brand new written work? :-)
June 8th, 2023!
Father May I?
Father may I?
Father may I?
Father may I,
Travel the world
By a great big beautiful
Houseboat,
At sea?
All that fresh fish,
Super crabs & lobsters to eat
For free, just for me?
Father may I?
Father may I?
Father may I,
Do things without asking
By prayer first?
Can`t I just go to Vegas
And play some slots
And table games,
Losing all my money
Smiling and laughing
Without a care in the world?
In a City of bright lights
That never sleeps,
I don't have to worry
About how to replace
Just how much I`ve lost,
Because you`ve got me covered,
From above?
Father may I?
Father may I?
Father may I,
Live without serving,
You know…
Cooking, Cleaning,
And taking care of others?
Father may I?
Father may I?
Father may I,
Have someone take care of me too
For all that I do?
Father may I?
Father may I?
Father may I,
Listen to any cool music that I like,
Without worrying about
My decision making skills,
Or well-being
Serving the God I know,
After listening to all their street punk
And strife type of advice?
Father may I?
Father may I?
Father may I,
Drown out what's in the hearts and prayers
Of others in need,
Suffering from abuse and trauma of their own
That live all around me,
In the deepest, darkest,
Days of their addictions
And self-harming?
Father may I?
Father may I?
Father may I,
Escape…
And leave my traumatizing background
Behind me too?
Is there a way, to get to a place,
Where I don't feel the pain, or choke back
Tears…
For us all,
Living in the thick of it?
Father may I?
Father may I?
Father may I,
Write these words for all those whose voices
And cries out in the jungle of,
Metropolitan streets
Remain unheard,
Who are not able to use a pen,
The way I do?
So their stories can be known,
As they struggle to find
Recovery,
And lessen my burdens too?
Father may I?
Father may I?
Father may I,
Daily tell myself,
None of this is happening…
That life is just and adventure
Like visiting amusement parks
Or hanging out with the animals,
At the zoo…
Trying to understand,
Which one of us is more free
Them,
Or the practicing Christian in me?
Father may I?
Father may I?
Father may I,
Become rich and famous
And live a life,
Debt free…
Smooth sailing, without strife,
Always having access to
Everything I need?
Father may I?
Father may I?
Father may I,
Be somebody who's never told
`NO`
Simply,
To live like those upper class
Privileged,
People do?
Can`t I pretend
That it's all,
Just coming from you?
Father may I?
Father may I?
Father may I,
Ask to be someone you`ve given
A magical gift too,
That means
I can control the dial,
On time
And make it move forward faster,
To get the world out of this one
And jump right ahead,
To a better place and time?
To throw up our arms
And hats in celebration
Of the end of sickness, suffering,
And the greenhouse effect,
Free from Global Warming?
A brave New World,
That is Strong
Healthy and Young!
Father may I?
Father may I?
Father may I,
Ask for an answer
From you?
That I`m not asking for to much,
In trying to twist your little finger
Or,
Prick you in the heart
To change your mind,
About the plans you`ve written
Out,
From a long time ago
When things were, just starting out?
Isn`t that
What revisions and 2nd Editions are for?
Can`t you maybe
See…
Room for improvements too?
May WE give you some input
And share our thoughts and feelings,
About living as the humans
We are,
(Helplessly in your hands)
Down here?
Para-adventure
That maybe,
As the Father…
You possibly
Make mistakes too?
God is Good;
But maybe,
Just misunderstood?
Father may I?
Father may I?
Father may I,
Please ask you
To help ME understand?
How do I tell others
How we are to get through,
To the other side, of the bible`s story
From here?
Father may I?
Father may I?
Father may I?
Are you there,
Father?
It's your turn…
To Talk!?
Written by,
Jennifer Cooley!
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