False Hope

I can't remember my dreams.

I know something bad happens in every one of them.

My brain feels like it completely shut down.

I don't even know what to think anymore.

I'm going to be alone forever.

No one cares about me, I know I annoy them.

I start talking and won't shut up then I get kind of loud to the point where I start annoying myself.

I'm not going to be that perfect person that I have been trying so hard to reach.

Everything is falling apart, now that I think of it, nothing was ever together in the first place.

It's been broken pieces held together by tape only to be pulled apart once the glue wore off.

When is my life going to be simple and easy?

It's been hard to keep going, trying to be positive when I know that the worst is always going to happen.

There is no happy ending, only a false hope for one to come true.