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By CotardDelusionzPublished 3 months ago 1 min read

So twisted and tangled in turmoil conflicted with my image, I'm completely mangled.

I can't let go of my broken home, it's breaking my bones. I can't stop looking around the room , knowing there's no one.

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU

I HATE

This waiting is making the rage consume me

Every single feeling is wrapping itself around me

I hate I hate I hate I hate this

Get it the fuck of me

GET THE FUCK OFF ME

I HATE YOU

FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU BASTARD DIE SLOW

ROT IN A HOLE

I sit here bearing what I can't ,

I grab at my face gripping and tearing at my skin

Wishing I could rip my brains out from my eyelids

YOU ARE ALONE

NO ONE CARES

YOU'RE A BURDEN

Fucking liars

I hate them all

Trying to get into my head

And convince me they care about me

Evil

It's the devil

Fucking with me

Finding ways to torment me

I trust no one

They all just want cut me open and watch me bleed

Take everything from me

I'm nothing but a feast

YOU'RE FUCKING SICK

WHY DO YOU LIVE

THERE'S NO ESCAPE FROM THIS

END THIS SHIT

YOU CAN'T BEAR IT

I've tried everything

I've given it my all

I can't anymore

Every moment like this

I wonder if this will be it

Mental HealthFree VerseStream of Consciousness

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