Expectations vs Needs

I thought

we were just

gonna do EMDR

on a psychological pattern

but it turned into

an energy clearing

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Luckily

he's a multifaceted healer

who knows when and how

to clear up each thing

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Clearing the karma

the walls came to the forefront

I had to break them from within

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Tears welled up

from my stomach

as I held my child

within

*

She said

"I will never be safe."

"I can't protect myself."

Tears rolling down

her soft flush cheeks

*

A feeling she's carried

lifetimes before this

*

I just held her

while humming

and let her be

*

Vibrations

humming from my throat

Humming to soothe her

Humming to move

the energy around

*

Without a yell

the walls of Jericho

came tumbling down

*

A river of black sludge

slithered out her throat

*

It spattered out

into the sun

Vaporized

by white light

*

A river of gold

took its place

Filling her hara line

with healing,

love, and grace

*

The room

became brighter

her body felt lighter

her tears froze in the air

*

I thought

I came here

for something specific

but my child

had different plans

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Sometimes what you need

is not what you expect

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To test that truth

quiet the static in your head

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Tune your antenna

to your heart

and let your soul listen

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Love as your guide

Soul as your christener