Everything.

When I met you at sixteen years old

I was naïve and carefree

And I trusted you with everything

You took them for granted

And left me under the cold rain

Drenched under the falling drops of water

I realized I made a mistake of letting you in

So I shut everything off completely

Never letting anyone in again, I hated them

I thought everyone was going to hurt me like you did

And years passed, I changed so much

I became happier than before

Trusting only few people with my heart

And they did not break it like you before

Your name was like a forgotten memory

That I couldn’t recall, even if I tried to

Until months later, someone asked me about you

For a moment, memories of us flashed through my mind

A tear fell down my cheek, and I realized that I still loved you

But I smiled through the pain, because I have learned to let go

And I’ve grown now, nothing is a big deal anymore

We were just children back then, and we didn’t know any better

I told them the truth, we weren’t together anymore

And it was okay.

It’s okay as long as I keep myself busy.